I haven't been here in quite sometime, but I'm dusting off the cover, turning the page and starting again. Seven years ago I made the decision to run my very first (and only) full marathon. 26.2 miles seemed like such a daunting task that I penned my first entry here in hopes of marking my journey, of learning what did and didn't work for me and most of all, holding myself accountable.
December 6, 2008 I completed the first running goal. 26.2 miles of excitement, fear, pain, mental struggle, elation and sadness marked that journey over the course of 6 hours. I won't recount that story, but suffice it to say running and I have had a difficult love affair with running since that day.
I have run many races over the course of the last 7 years.
- Mud Runs
- Wine Races
- 1/2 Marathons
- 10Ks
- 5Ks
- Triathalon
For all the work and effort I put into it and for all that I failed to attain in my misguided perception of beginning, I must admit that a passion for running and racing was planted and has continued to grow. I have spent the bulk of my time - not focused on the act of running for sport, but rather for the race day excitement. There is nothing wrong with this, however it is time I face my fear and stop running (pun intended).
No, I do not mean I am hanging up my sneakers. Instead I am committing to focus on the run and getting back to basics. 2016 is about accepting me for who I am and determining to be better tomorrow than I am today. For me this means clearing the running slate and improving from January to December.
Commitment
Focus
Determination
The only way to achieve progress is one step at a time...